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R.I.P Nathan Paul Watts, 26.02.92 - 12.10. 08; a life cut short, too short, I can't believe you're gone. I know that the last few months you were alive, between us were on bad terms, But I didn't think you would honestly do something that reckless.. The 11 Years spent knowing you, I will never forget, you were a laugh and a half, and those new years up at Thornton *sigh* I just wish, we didn't end on such a bad note. I know that Thornton will never be the same without you, your hilarious joke and your random drunk texts.

R.I.P Jackson Joshua Lee, 25.11.91 - 01.12.08; there is so much I can say, but not much I can form into proper sentences.
Hero, a man of distinguished courage and/or ability, admired for his brave deeds and noble qualities
You are that hero, You are my hero, you faught throughout your with Cystic Fibrosis, and never complained! You always brightened everyone's lives up. You made a huge part in my life, and many others. I will never forget you, I love you, with all of my heart, forever and always. On the morning of December 1st my life literally got flipped. I awoke to a text from his father, that made my heart fall, and honestly all I could and still do is cry. Jackson, you made me laugh and smile, and when I was feeling like shit, you were there for me when no one else was. You wanted to be my deb partner, when no one else did. You were positive about most aspects of life, and took every day as it came, you never let things stop you from doing what you like, I, no, We will never forget you, you are one of a kind and have a heart of gold, you always saw the in people and got passed all our flaws. You may have said you didn't have many friends, but you should have looked around, me, mel and our group all loved and cared for you so much, and there were so many more out there. Doing the deb with you was an honor, and fun, I was glad to hear that you enjoyed it, you looked amazing. You had an amazing personality and braveness through your whole life, you strength to live through all your days made you a wonderful person. Jackson you were an amazing best friend and always will be to me. Life will never be the same without you.
Thankfully your struggle is over, and you can now breath better, and be at peace.. I miss you so much, and Can't wait till we see each other again later in life. I love you Bubby always and forever..

R.I.P Kaya Mehmedoff. 1990 - 07.02.09
We met years ago, back when I chilled with Harley, you were funny, you had a weird way of brightening up peoples days, and freaked me out often with your intense eyes. You were random and adorable. You pulled weird faces even when you thought to one was looking, unfortunatly I didn't get to spend much time hanging with you, but the times I did, I will never forget. Cleaning out your garage with Harley, that day will forever be imprinted in my brain. Theres so much I could say, just.. not possible to put into functioning sentences. "Happy st pats day for yesterday!" "Wtf is that?" "we put green food dye in our grog" One day we will do that together, I'm sure of it. I miss your completely insane and random convos.

R.I.P Jon Le Gassick. 02.11.90 - 07.02.09
I first met you half way through year 10, when you joined montmorency, You were in my Court Sports class, and you pretty much were the highlight, you had a way with making everyone laugh. We faught and bitched to each other, but always had that smile on your face. Devastating news too happen to such an awesome guy.

]]> Buzznet freakinlov 2009-03-03T21:02:00Z http://freakinlov.buzznet.com/user/journal/3825241/ So at this point in time in my life, I am bored, can you tell?
On the weekend, i found out some pretty awesome news.
First off, my family and I are starting this "strict diet" So now I can force myself to lose the extra weight that I don't want.

Next Year,  a group of Family friends, My Parents and Myself are going on a cruise to some islands!! And I'll be 18 by then So I can drink and party it up. haha I am looking forward to that!!

In 65 days, I am catching a plane to queensland at 7:45 am, to get there by 9:45am, and wishing my best friend Melyssa a big happy Eighteenth, that I miss by 9 hours and 45 minutes, We are staying at Sea World resort, and going to a few of the theme parks. at 9am every morning in the foyer Sesame Street characters will be there so were planning on getting photos with them, so excited!

This year is getting better, I just need to book in for my L's.. A few weeks back my mom told me that she had booked me in for them, but she lied. lied.. LIAR aaha.. She did it just to I would learn more and quiz myself!, But I am going for them soon enough, be sure of that! I am not waiting around another year without my L's, and I need to do 120 hours before my Eighteenth in November.

On Monday I got major blisters on my feet.. won't go into detail cause, gross, but yes I popped them both and now I can't walk properly, or lean on them. fail, I went and saw that new movie "The Unborn" yesterday, The people I went with screamed a bit through it, it was quiet funny, but I'll admit I was paranoid after it lawl. On Saturday it is my best friend since year 7, birthday, she turns 17, shes a youngster' but we are going to party it up at hers with other people.

^.^ so for a few years I have known and watched this guy on youtube, Pretty cool, cute and Random as! check him out yeah? http://www.youtube.com/user/livelavalive

Top 5 Bands ATM;
- A Day to Remember
- Owl City
- Short Stack
- Empire of the Sun
- Forever the Sickest Kids

Top 5 TV Shows ATM;
- Kyle XY
- The Dudesons
- Supernatural
- Ghost Whisperer
- The Hills.
]]> bored skylie Buzznet freakinlov 2009-03-03T20:48:00Z http://freakinlov.buzznet.com/user/journal/2547531/
today, i had two exams! oh gosh i could have died; Health and Human Development then Information Technology answered every question to the best of my ability, but oh so FAILED them both, because i'm not smart you know aha.

i have my little modeling showcase tonite, for the end of term at brighstars, i had one on wednesday! so stuffed up, but its all good, because the audience didn't notice (H). so lets hope tonite we do good. i have three more exams to go and then two weeks of holidays!!

i told my mom i wanted to go a dark dark brown, and she said maybe >.< and the catch is that i have to let the blonde fade out, i want to go black, but my sister thinks my face will become to white and then i will just look like a the girl from the ring, only with a fringe! how cool? ahaha

i actually am not aware of what people post in the journal, blog thingys, but hey im not typing absolute non-sense am i?
so theres a start.

got my mates 18th tomorrow night, might where my new dressing with stockings, cause its winter, im just sitting here with coke still in my school uniform, listening to EMAROSA, because they are an amazing band oh and might i add, the three songs ive heard from theyre new up coming album, magnificent!

i seem to be listening to these three bands consistently, i just, i mean ive been listening to them for ages, but mood has just been set upon them, them being;  ALL TIME LOW, CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR and EMAROSA, but who could not listen to them non stop?

well, i also put up some new photos, and added to my about me.. but you know aha, oh gosh im cold >.< make it sunny and 30 please, so then i can sit outside, or have the air conditioner on, rather than covering up so much i look like a ball.

am i entertaining you with my blabbing on over stuff that i can't even keep into one subject?
hmm i taste blood, that is probably a bad thing but.. what can i do about it aaha itll stop eventually.

so at the moment, i just posted a bulletin on myspace asking people to send me cheesy pick up lines, or 'ya mom' jokes. im seriously in the mood for a lot of laughter, i want new pick up lines, cause im sick of seeing the same old ones hahaha, but they still put a smile to my face of course.

anyways i shall post this and get back to msn, then get dressed, might go on stickam, not sure yet.

]]> skylie Buzznet freakinlov 2008-06-20T00:20:55Z